febrero 04, 2010

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Empiezo a escribir esto, sin una idea fija. He estado cansada, no del cuerpo, sino de la mente.
Ayer tuve una sensación extraña, como una necesidad de volver al pasado, cuando entonces mi vida era muy sencilla, sin grandes complicaciones, sin compromismos, sin preguntas, sin respuestas, sin responsabilidades, sin responsabilidades de alguien más.
Ahora daría todo por no tener carro, por no tener casa, por no tener dinero, por no tener nada más que a mi misma.
Siempre me he sentido diferente y caigo en cuenta que soy más común que cualquier mortal.
A diario me quejo de todo lo que a mi juicio no deberíamos de hacer, porque así lo marca la sociedad o por ser tradición cultural y vengo a darme cuenta, que a mi manera, he estado haciendo todo de lo que me he quejado:
1.- Tener un trabajo estable.
2.- Tener solvencia económica.
3.- Tener una pareja.
4.- Tener mascotas (en ausencia de hijos).
5.- Casa a los 32.
6.- Cursar un posgrado.
Todo eso, ¿para qué?, me pregunto ahora.
Ahora solo quisiera ser libre. Tirarme de panza, sin importar si es de noche o es de día.
Esperar el anochecer sentada en la playa, sin preocuparme por la oscuridad.
Quisiera volver a empezar.
Desde cero.
Y por supuesto, no volver a hacer todo lo que estoy haciendo ahora,

21 comentarios:

Àngello dijo...

hola peri amiga, supongo que todos(me refiero a los que nos hemos chingado un rato) para tener lo que la sociedad nos dice que devemos de tener, piensan igual que tu.

una casa a los 32, un trabajo estable, una cuenta gorda en el banco, si, pues esta chido, tener un "colchon" pos si las moscas no??.

pero al final de todo eso, de repente, te das cuenta que de estas haciendo mas de lo necesario, y no descansas haciendo presisamente eso: haciendo mas, y mas, y mas, y mas.

se que nos tienes hijos, pero, a tus 32 años, a lo mas que esperas tener serian que ?? 2 o 3 guercos?, y esta bien, ya con una casa, y si tu peri-novio se aplica, pues ya son dos,

solo restaria una para eredarsela al Jr. y para cuando tu vida útil se termine , sea a los 42, ya tendras a lo mejor 3 casas para ederarselas a tus hijos, aun tienes timepo de trabajar tranquilamente, de no estresarte.

caray, siempre pense que el hombre tenia menos pedos que las mujeres.


un saludo peri-amiga.

Nancy dijo...

En este momento yo me siento también hasta la madre de responsabilidades, pero no puedo aventar todo a la chingada porque tengo personitas que dependen de mi, pero creeme que conozco el sentimiento y estoy pensando seriamente en retirarme a vivir al rancho con unas cuantas vacas :s

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myself dijo...

que padre que pienses asi y no como alguien normal, no eres tan comun despues de todo

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Completamente natural.

No solo tu has tenido esa sensacion tan apremiante, peri.

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Donde estas, peri?

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Yo trato de no buscar "amarrarme" a cosas materiales, al fin la felicidad esta dentro de cada uno de nosotros. Saludos.

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perdi el otro perimail que ya tenia, sorry. volvi a escribirte.

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